Tired Dreams

Feelin' kinda tired, feels like I have been working on things too much. Gets to the point where i feel like i am walking round with my head full of dreams whilst ignoring the fact that nothing much has actaully changed in the circumstances of my life. Easy to dream, easy to inflate things and easy then to set myself up for a fall. If you keep thinking that the equivalent of world domination is just around the corner that is an example of crazy thinkin' gone wild.

Work at Wisdom seems as busy as ever and work with Tamdin is too, just difficult to know if it is all actually going anywhere. Over the last few months I think I have reached an accommodation with myself that it is just not worth resisting all these things, the flow of life that is, just dive into it and work until there is no more work to be done. So easy to fall prey to preconceptions about how you think things should be and then feel upset when you see that things are just not falling into that pattern. Simple fact of the matter is that things are just how they are and how they are is something over which you have no real control although you might think that you do.

Nullabor Song - maybe I will post this up onto the blog before it gathers too much more dust and I kind of half forget about it. Guess you could say it is the latest example of delusion; work which I have done and which I think it quite good when I know really in my heart of hearts if I dropped all the bullshit that I feed myself on, the cold objective eye of reason would flick through it all and think..."well, what a strange ole' loada rubbish this is!"