Guru Padmasambhava Invocation Hill

Guru Padmasambhava Invocation Hill

Thursday, June 25, 2009

Hay Fever Blues

Woke up today with mny head full of jumbo. Those are the breaks when hay fever is around. Clear skies, bright sun an' air stuffed full of pollen. Bliss for those to happen to hate life...

All day feelin' tired, knocked out from the hay-o. Been like walkin' through mud, a spanky da wincin' pain in de ass. See my face in the mirror an' see the beginnings of an old man. Energy low. Been the kinda day where I feel so low in energy it can only attract misfortune. Butter fingers alll day. Not handling things too well. Don't mean that on a mind level although even with mind there's been a bit o' ruff a duff puff, but mean it on a physical level. Been picking up and handling things all day in way which just ain't quite hittin' the spot. Not quite there, and dropped a few things as well. Nuthin' too valuable, more just the fact that the tiredness left me reeling. Had to sit an' drink a cup of tea on a soft leather sofa in IKEA when I went shopping there for chairs with Tamdin. Feet fizzin' from all the walking I've done today which in actual fact ain't that much, just feels like it is. Walkin' through mud, like I said, a gwumping spanky da wincin' jack ass dandyation...

Better day though as far as keeping things like my anger in check, but maybe it is just that the hay-o that has punched me in the face, an' it has naturally resulted in me taking a few steps back from the heat o' de action. Yeah, bright and sunny today with temps hot. Little things seemed not to go my way but like I said the irritation that I felt over not getting da breaks that I thought I was due could have been a lot worse. Ain't gonna put that down to any extra special mental development on my part, or anything like that. Jus' the luck of the draw pure an' simple. Catch me on another day an' I could have been left fizzin' over the exact same things, like I said the hay-o must have had something to do with it, punched me back a bit from the front line. Knocked me back from the ha ha hee hees.

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