Don't Fight the Blox

Woke up early didn't get too much sleep last night, so woke up tired, jus' the way it goes sometimes an' there ain't no use complainin'. Sat late in the Sit Place yesterday evening and maybe that led my mind to bein' kinda awake when I went to lie. Went back to the Sit Place this mornin' but couldn't get into it. Too tired, maybe. Too much bright sunlight an' my body felt wrecked; hard to go into those physical feelings sometimes...ya get cowardly if the will ain't there, as if something inside ya is gonna break. Nuthin' is gonna break but your mental focus just ain't what it should be to take things further an' investigate. Comin' up against my limitations. Don't mean it is the same for everyone, just talkin' personal here, strictly talking in the case of me.

Sometimes things appear too hard, too difficult to break into, too much invisible, too many blox. I kinda stay hoverin' around the edges, tryin' to figure out what is goin' on but not quite fully gettin' it, not knowing why I'm feeling like I'm feeling apart from on a physcial level when I know I'm tired. Gotta go further, gotta push more and not be so timid. When the blox are there it can be tough but the trick is not to fight them, give 'em space so that you can walk around them and admire the view. Truth is it ain't quite like that though and the pressure from the blox can quickly do ya in.